Wednesday, November 29, 2006

finally

after so long
after much determination
we got the results we needed
way ta go guys!

hmm.
what can i say
the week's pretty much the same
same thing goin on
just with more excitement this time

i guess they're right
no one can bring you down but yourself
no one can bring you up but yourself too
its all bout knowin waht you want
and when you need it
no point holdin on
yknwoin its a waste of your time
i obviously gotthat idea the long way
but oh well
i got it anyways

thinking back,
it made me ponder
that one thing that i once had control of
that i could handle
that i could cheat around at
has gotten back to get me
bite me in the ass

made me realize
what that words really meant
whether to take literally or not

they say,
spread the love
they say,
be honest
they say,
let there be trust

but actions speaks louder than words
and sometimes its so tought to the as stated
no one said it wont be bumpy
no one sait it wld be smooth too

so this is what ive learnt
when a problem arises
dont try so hard to find out who to blame
dont say it aint your fault either
cause you might never know
just solve it.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

wow
half a week has yet to pass
yet im already feeling so exhausted

there were a couple of bumps that i had to go through this past two weeks
that left me completely lost
not knowin what to do
and stuffs like that
but its all good now
i dont need nobody to make my life worth while

anyways, i went to school as per normal today
but somehow,it was different
i gained some knowledge that caught me by surprise
that make me ponder and straighten things out in life

i used to ask myself why things are as such
why things were the way they were
that like you know,
nothing goes as planned
why there are things out there
simply just to test us
i fully understand that now

i guess different people have different mindsets
and how we cant force them to think the way we do
how everyone grew up different
so no way are they gonna be like you


freak it mann..
i had so much to say then
but now my minds a blank
maybe im just too exhausted
mentally.physicall.mentally.

i've got things to do
datelines to meet
people to contact
assignments to complete
notes to go through

no worries.
im not complaining
im actually enjoyin every moment of it.

ps:mind me for being quiet evrytime we have a get together.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

happiest day ever

hahah!
im a very happy kid

let it go
if it doesnt belong to you
let it go

after much experience
ive figured how not to hold on
figured how to get over shits quick
and how things just dont go ur way

anyways,
im happy now
hope yawl'd be happy for me too
cause i would

bye all..

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

is it wrong

Come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you,
tell you I need you
Tell you i set you apart

So Tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles,
coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy, oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard
oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science,
science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

So Tell me you love me,
come back and hold me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing up tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy, Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard

I´m going back to the start

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she will b loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Maybe now its my turn to do what you have been doin all this while.

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

dangerously in love

I love you... I love you, I love you

Baby I love you, you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming, grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

And I know you love me, love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
The thought of all my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side

Every time I see your face, my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you
Dangerously in love, yeah

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me


thanks alot.
i'll be fine
dont wrry bout me
dont blame yourself for this
shits happen for a reason
and im sure theres a very good reason behind this.
make your choice.

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